I can't stand to breathe right now...

It hurts.

This is impossible.

Things were finally starting to look up, and now she's ruining everything again...

I have been taught that if you are angry or sad, all you have to do is turn up the music or sing.

So I do.

I even started to take singing lessons. As a weekly esape and as something to hain actual talent in.

That's how I let everything out.

That's where I can be legitimately happy.

My mother has just ruined everything.

My grandmother just told me that my mom is thinking of revoking my lessons.

How could she?!

How can she do that?!!!

This is the latest crack in my shell, and I will soon just be in bits.