Isolation.

It isn't something I mean to attain, it just happens.

Depression and Suicide sites say that  I should talk to somebody about things.

I have. It doesn't work.

I have tried talking to people for months, and it doesn't work.

Either I feel like they don't really care, or else they get mad at me for being so destructive, or they have bigger problems of their own to worry about.

Great.