This blog makes a lot of stuff better. Just saying.

It's Okay, Love

The best thing I can do to make somebody feel better is say, "It's okay."

Aside from that, I'm useless.

Sometimes, "It's okay." is the only thing somebody needs to hear.

I just don't know.

If you can't do something right and to another's expectations then 
DON'T DO IT AT ALL!
Fuck you.

Song of the Day:
Wasting Away by Tonight Alive

Everybody has to break at some time. I guess this past hour was me.

People always comment, "I wish I could be as happy as you are all the time."

That comment was made twice yesterday.

Well, I'm not.

Everyday I have some notion of suicide again.

Even if it is just a little "I Wonder..."

Guys. I'm not happy.

At least not truly.

I want to cut.

Song of the Day: 

Young London by Angels and Airwaves

I discovered that I have a problem.

I literally pull out my hair.

I didn't realize this now.

But I do it a lot.

My Life

Fading, Fading, Gone.

I'm going to go fucking cry now. Because I'm being a chemically driven teen.

Jane Austen is my idol.

Moonlight Sonata is such a fantastic piece. It has its highs and its lows, all intertwined. It is so delicate, so peaceful. It flows like blood pumping through your veins in a steady rhythm while you are sleeping. Better yet, it's like life. There are high little areas that, when picked apart, are very happy, but then the melody going along with it is a bit dark, melancholy.... It's life people.

Moonlight Sonata is life.