I haven't been able to post because I have been drowning.
I have been sinking deeper and deeper into a dark oblivion of absolute shit terror.
Pressure from people and study had scared me so bad that I felt like I couldn't simply vent to people that don't even bother to vent back on here.
The tougher classes are over and I'm in a different living situation now, so I should be able to post more often.
Now, the real topic for this post though is about something that's been happening for a while.
So, apparently, when people get to know me, they see me as brave, strong, and all that other bullshit, and finally I think I'm coming to the light and agreeing with them. And that's a huge step for me.
This is what my boyfriend said to me today:
"I like how you just look things in the face and take them on. Even without makeup. You're amazing strength and resolve to get through things... You are really smart and strong; I like that most about you."
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