What if I did an experiment...

All it would take is acting differently.

I dress fine, I think.

My music isn't horrid.

I just have to act differently.

Then I'd see how many different friends I make.

I don't think it'd be lying exactly.

Because it wouldn't really be acting seeing as the words would come from me, as would the gestures, and I am a very flexible person.

What would happen if I became socially acceptable?

Friends can possibly really help...

One of my especially good friends talked to her therapist about me and how I am trying to get off of cutting and stuff...

He signed a book for me and requested for me to read a certain chapter about cutting...

So far, I haven't gotten legitimate help, but I am working on it.

Help. Please.

You want to help? Really? 
Then just be nice.

Don't yell at me for cutting.

Don't tell me that I'm stupid.

Don't tell me it's just a phase.

Because who knows? It might be the last "phase" I go through in life.