I can't stand to breathe right now...

It hurts.

This is impossible.

Things were finally starting to look up, and now she's ruining everything again...

I have been taught that if you are angry or sad, all you have to do is turn up the music or sing.

So I do.

I even started to take singing lessons. As a weekly esape and as something to hain actual talent in.

That's how I let everything out.

That's where I can be legitimately happy.

My mother has just ruined everything.

My grandmother just told me that my mom is thinking of revoking my lessons.

How could she?!

How can she do that?!!!

This is the latest crack in my shell, and I will soon just be in bits.

Hush Honey, We all know you are losing. There's nothing we can do to stop the bruising.

We can't help you tonight.

So you must keep up the Fight...

I'm thinking of continuing with these, then  adding a tune. There are so many people that say writing music helps, but all I can do is kind of play the piano... Let's hope this works!

Oh, and along with the music, I am going to try to get back into art and comics, so maybe once I am officially sketching again, I will put up some original, non-photography, art.

Sound good? Kool.

Music

It's inspiring.
It helps nearly everyone.
I can't get enough.
It's addicting.
I love it.
Music plays through my head making me a happier person.

Thank you so much, music makers of the world.
:)