First day of school~
1st Hour: AP Euro seems pretty kool.
2nd Hour: Overwhelming amount of people in the halls, can't remember my third hour.
Passing Time: Look up my schedule through my phone, notice I'm shaking really bad, heart pounding in my ears.
3rd Hour: Familiar teacher, more relaxed atmosphere. My ex that hates me is in the class and keeps glaring at me.
Lunch: See my boyfriend who I don't want to be my boyfriend anymore because he doesn't fit with plans and has become uninteresting and I'm a bad influence on him. I don't eat. I feel like puking.
4th Hour: Teacher is pretty laid back. Friend convinces me to add another responsibility to my list.
5th Hour: Chilled a bit more and avoided people.
6th Hour: Stood out like a sore thumb in a debate about Earth, ended up panicking slightly once more.
After School: Stayed in my room and avoided people.
I don't want to face school. I get anxious around people too easily.
Why me.
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