I may have bit off more than I could chew and my stress level has sky-rocketed. I almost didn't go to school this morning because of a panic attack, and I realize that I should never sing in public again.
Thanks for asking.

Society Scares Me

First day of school~

1st Hour: AP Euro seems pretty kool.

2nd Hour: Overwhelming amount of people in the halls, can't remember my third hour.

Passing Time: Look up my schedule through my phone, notice I'm shaking really bad, heart pounding in my ears.

3rd Hour: Familiar teacher, more relaxed atmosphere. My ex that hates me is in the class and keeps glaring at me.

Lunch: See my boyfriend who I don't want to be my boyfriend anymore because he doesn't fit with plans and has become uninteresting and I'm a bad influence on him. I don't eat. I feel like puking.

4th Hour: Teacher is pretty laid back. Friend convinces me to add another responsibility to my list.

5th Hour: Chilled a bit more and avoided people.

6th Hour: Stood out like a sore thumb in a debate about Earth, ended up panicking slightly once more.

After School: Stayed in my room and avoided people.

I don't want to face school. I get anxious around people too easily.

Why me.