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Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts
Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 11, 2013


The destruction of the Twin Towers was a tragedy at the very least. Thousands died and millions, if not billions, of people became terrified and sorrowful. Many realized just what they were getting out of life and chose to strive for more, and others realized that this world is just a cruel ploy to strip you of your happiness and in its place leave a burned pit of  resentment.
From the World Trade Center catastrophe, something did come out of it.
America grew as a nation. Thousands to millions united together to restore us to our former glory.
As a country, America grew stronger, but we will not forget what happened that day.
9/11/2001

I may have bit off more than I could chew and my stress level has sky-rocketed. I almost didn't go to school this morning because of a panic attack, and I realize that I should never sing in public again.
Thanks for asking.

Friday, September 6, 2013

Society Scares Me

First day of school~

1st Hour: AP Euro seems pretty kool.

2nd Hour: Overwhelming amount of people in the halls, can't remember my third hour.

Passing Time: Look up my schedule through my phone, notice I'm shaking really bad, heart pounding in my ears.

3rd Hour: Familiar teacher, more relaxed atmosphere. My ex that hates me is in the class and keeps glaring at me.

Lunch: See my boyfriend who I don't want to be my boyfriend anymore because he doesn't fit with plans and has become uninteresting and I'm a bad influence on him. I don't eat. I feel like puking.

4th Hour: Teacher is pretty laid back. Friend convinces me to add another responsibility to my list.

5th Hour: Chilled a bit more and avoided people.

6th Hour: Stood out like a sore thumb in a debate about Earth, ended up panicking slightly once more.

After School: Stayed in my room and avoided people.

I don't want to face school. I get anxious around people too easily.

Why me.