I've been writing a bit more... I'm not sure as to whether it is actually helping or not... But I don't think it is. Today was an okay day though. I faked sick for two days then went back to school today and it seems that I was missed somewhat. That's a good feeling...

Sorry. I also feel a bit numb right now - trying to read out my feelings and whatnot.... but ya know, whatever.

Normalities

Normal is not a word I would like to be called. In fact, I would like to be seen as anything but normal. Even if that means people call me ugly, boring, or even rude (which they have), I do not want to be called 'normal'. Normal isn't something anybody should be proud of. Did Julius Caesar become famous for blending in? What about Madonna? Or an even better example: Lady Gaga?! I demand to strive to be as abnormal, strange, unique as anybody could possibly be, without actually prancing around in a meat dress. Normality is something for people that are scared of there future or the surroundings that society has enclosed them in. I want to embrace those and watch them help me soar ever higher. I don't want to be normal. That's the definite point.