I suppose I am supposed to say something about the six month anniversary of the break up.
So here it is:
It feels unreal. I feel like I'm totally losing my connection to the MCRmy, because everybody fights or are posers or decide to recede from us because they can't deal with it. The sixth month anniversary is absolute shit.
In reality, it shouldn't actually matter because, as Gerard said, this band ISN'T a band at all, it is an idea. It stands for unity of the outcasts, it stands for the rebellious side of all of us, it is the philosophy that we can embrace fear and use it to our advantage.
It is not over just because the guys decided to go separate ways.
As long as the Killjoys keep the faith, then there is nothing anybody can do to stop us.
But you guys are failing. You guys aren't showing the support the guys would expect from you.
Some of you are perfect, and I love you for being the supportive Killjoys I look for in the MCRmy.
But a lot of you need to get your grip and keep living. You need to help the soldiers that have fallen and give them back their mask and ray gun.
If you can't do that, then I don't understand why you don't just submit to the rest of society. Take your meds, conform to their rotten ideas, and stop singing it out for the rest of the MCRmy.
Just stop.
If you can't be the soldiers the rest of us need, then stop marching and go back to the conformists.
We don't need you.

That is my opinion of the sixth month anniversary. Take it or leave it.

I've been writing a bit more... I'm not sure as to whether it is actually helping or not... But I don't think it is. Today was an okay day though. I faked sick for two days then went back to school today and it seems that I was missed somewhat. That's a good feeling...

Sorry. I also feel a bit numb right now - trying to read out my feelings and whatnot.... but ya know, whatever.

My Chemical Romance

For the past while, this band is what I have sort of held onto for dear life. The members are so talented and passionate about what they do, and the lyrics of their music are almost heart-wrenching.... I'm gonna post some quotes.


"If for one minute you think you're better than a sixteen year old girl in a Green Day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. Remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. You wore their shirt, and sang every word. You didn't know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about."
— Gerard Way


"Homophobia is gay."
— Frank Iero


"These are dangerous days we live in and you, the artists, are our last defense."
— Frank Iero

Art is the Weapon.

Imagination is the Ammunition

Stay Dirty and Stay Dangerous

Create and Destroy as You See Fit