I always feel so hated.

It always happens.
Hey! The world likes you now! You can try to be happy!

Then something comes along and ruins it.

I had everything planned for next year. What I was going to do, where I was going to go.
And now it's all ruined from one cruel twist of crooked fate.

There's no way I can achieve all that I want to, and the only reason is spawning from a single human being.

I'm hated, and there is nothing that I can do besides stand there and let myself be tarnished.

I think I've achieved it.

So many people are told to go to their so-called "happy place" and I've never quite understood how you can just go there...

But now I get it.

And this is one thing that Im never going to reveal to anybody ~ this one place is something that will become tarnished if I tell a person where/what it is....

But I've found it.

That's what matters.